disclaimer [x] I have a dream ... [x] My dream is to slack everyday ... [x] But my teachers are forcing me to work everyday ... [x] therefore i lost my dream ... [x] As a result, life sux ...
12.23.2006
I am SUPPOSED to stop blogging ... but I have not finished uploading the photos, as I have found out, so I shall continue to finish the last bit ...
Me caught acting cute ... bleah ...
Me and cynthia acting cute .. bleah ... all act cute pics ...
scribbled at 7:17 PM
12.18.2006
Hahahaz ... I personally loved this song ... this song walked me through my A levels ... has a lot of emotions stirring up in my heart as I listen to this song ... It just brings back a lot of fond memories ... hahahaz ... but memories will still remain as memories ... they can never be reality again ... :)
Thank you those who left fond memories within my 2 yrs of JC life. :)
scribbled at 9:15 AM
12.17.2006
Okie ... the prom nite pic ...
Me, Zhi Hui and Jing Chuan ...
Zhi Hui and Yi ting ...
Jess, Qiu Han adn Me ...
Ah Gong and Me! :)
Me and Ying Hui ... gosh ... Ying Hui looks so elegant ... :)
Me and Sock Hoon ... gosh she is beautiful ... :)
Me and Ee Hui ...
Me and Zhong Qi ...
The Cat High buddy! bleah ... bhb ...
Me at Ministry of Sound! Went to chiong ... hahahahaz ... :)
Okie ... these are the last of the pics ... I hereby announce that from now onwards, there will be no more blogging. This is the last entry and I will be opening the blog only for photo viewing. Thanks for all the support. :)
scribbled at 7:58 PM
12.16.2006
Okie ... b4 I start uploading photos for prom nite, I must upload this photo to show tt my mission is accomplished.
This was me and Calvin n months ago. Well, finally he initiated tt we should not keep in contact. Guess whatever Ii owe him has been returned. Well, finally got burden off my back. Hahahaz ...
This is wad Chin Si Min gave me on my bday ... thanks a lot! :)
scribbled at 7:52 PM
12.15.2006 Me and yuze ...
Me, shijia and Peifen ...
Me, shijia, Peifen, and Xiaoyi ...
Me and darling Wenjie! :P
Shijia, Jie yi and Jocelin ...
Shijia, Su Ngin and Jocelin ...
S4C, Plus Justin and Chee How and me ... :)
Neilson and me acting cute! :P
Me and Ah tak! :P
scribbled at 7:27 PM
30 November 2006 Afternoon and evening
Evening was bbq! :P Delicious food. Got Meng tak and Eugene to cook for me first. Hahhaahz ... went to buy food in the afternoon...
Xiao yi aka da jie ...
Birthday cake! :P
Me and xiao yi! :)
Meng tak, JC, and whoever else bought the cap for me, thanks a million!
The three bday boys ... I finally caught Neilson smiling! :P
href="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/7089/817/1600/177866/pic%20046.jpg"> Yes yes yes ... three of us again ...
One whole grp of us? hahahaz ... dun need to name ba ...
scribbled at 12:04 AM
12.14.2006
30th November 2006 The long dreaded day came ...
My extra xian face ....
The half-boiled egg she treated me! :) tastes great! :)
Me and her again ...
Need to say? :)
Me at the airport viewing mall ...
Who is she? :P
scribbled at 12:52 AM
12.12.2006 Our smilely faces! :)
We tried to take another one, but ...
The balloon came out! Hahahaz ... we named the balloon: the one with the yellow tag is called CL; the one without is called JS, just like Mumble and Gloria. A clearer view of this ...
A bit blur lahx ... hahahaz ...
Gotcha! =p
scribbled at 12:18 AM
12.11.2006
Argh! I got enough of writing the personal portfolio! I dunno wad to write! Shall ask Colleen for help. Anyway ... the pictures are up ... will load them one by one.
Went with Colleen on 29th November to Sushi Tei in the evening. Hahahaz ... the photos ...
Look at the food. We ate the same dish! Hahahaz ... 20 min later ...
It is all gone! =p
Her warm smile? :)
She says she looks ghostly in this pic ... hahahaz ... maybe the flash made her look so white ...
The whiter me? hahahaz ... the flash was so bright!
The darker me ... haiz ...
After which, we went to watch Happy Feet. the show was nice ... in the sense it ended of well. Hahahaz ... after which, we went to take a stroll around the Esplanade area, where we sat and chatted, and ...
scribbled at 11:28 PM
12.01.2006
We are living in a world of deception. We are living in a mirage, an illusion, a place full of inter-woven lies. We are working and moving in a place where everything is decieving, and nothing remains real. We are the narcisstic humans, trying to show of our ego and pride, living in a world of our own. We only care for ourselves. The death of others does not matter if it brings glory to us. All of those words that we speak of, those flattery and flowery languages to we use to decieve our friends and people around us are merely a decpetion to hide our true selves. In fact, we are unsure of our true selves. We dont know who we really are. All we care about is our safety, our feelings, our inner self. So what we do is to bury ourselves in the world that we have created for ourselves to live in, to ignore the real world. We hated to be betrayed, yet we betray the rest. We wished to be loved, yet we dont wish to love the others. Paradoxical, narcisstic and selfish humans. We want others to serve us wholeheartedly, but we dont want to serve the others in the same way. We hide in the world of our own to avoid the truth. We dont wish to see the light at the end of the tunnel because we are afraid that the light is too bright for our eyes. We dont want to risk, because we are afraid the risk turns into danger and finally, fatal death. We dont want to get out of our safety zone, because the winds on the outer ends are fiercer that we can ever think of. We just want to be protected, safe and sound.
Just an update of what is happening these few days. I will be abandoning this blog after posting the last post which will be ready within a few day's time. This is purely wasting time, trying to indulge myself into a world on my own and expressing only my feelings. What a great way to throw away time. Anyway, the next post i will be posting up all the pictures i have took these few days and do a more detailed commentary on it. Now is the rough one.
29 November 2006 Had a fight with Calvin in the afternoon. An sms fight. Childish, isn't it? All because he doesn't care about me and he thinks I dun care about him, as well as I am dumbstruck by the way he told me things. And the fight did not begin with me. It begins with his ego. His pride. He thinks I dun trust him at all. He thinks I am just toying with his feelings. Whatever. I had enough of such nonsense. He can continue to brood over it. I have nothing to say. Went for lunch, then to Borders to buy some book. A religious book. Healthy for the development of the person's mind and soul. Met Colleen in the evening to have dinner, then went to watch a movie, before going out for a stroll at the Esplanade. Dun ask me why. We are all along close friends.
30 November 2006 Slept over at S4C's chalet. Well, never sleep but had a stroll around Pasir Ris beach with Meng Tak. He seems to understand what I am going through at that time. After which went to sleep for a while before Meng Tak woke me up. The dreaded moment arrives as I travel to Changi Airport to send Colleen off for her flight to Hong Kong. It was kinda tough to fight back feelings of uncertainty and sadness, but nevertheless, we must still part. Went for breakfast with her that morning at a nearby cafe. Ater which went home to take a nap, then rushed down to Seng Shiong Supermarket in Pasir Ris to meet up with the S4C gang. Went to prepare food for bbq that night. It was much more fun than the S9C bbq. At least I get to cook chicken wings on my own. After which they celebrated Neilson, Hu Nan, and my birthday. But it was more of my birthday because that day was my birthday. Well dun bother asking why I am born on this stupid day. Ask my mother. Anyway, got prsents from Meng Tak and Pei Yee. Kinda like Pei Yee's present. Very nice and well done. Can see that she spent a lot of time to make the gift. There was also a touching passage on it. Think that is very lovely. After which, I was too lethargic to stay awake. Good night.
1 December 2006 Went home. Went to White Sands to eat before I went home. On the train I was so tired that I fell asleep with Meng Tak's mp3 in my ears. the music he listened to was soothing enough to let me sleep. After tt, went home to meet this idiotic blog. Anyway, going with Meng Tak and Eugene to the gym to run later. Meeting my cousin for the midnight movie she promised tonight.
That's all for today blog. I had enough of your silly face.
The three bday boys ... I finally caught Neilson smiling! :P
